So ... today I wanted to eat everything in my apartment and I mean EVERYTHING!! To be fair to myself, it's a week before Aunt Flow visits so I'm usually like hungry hungry hippo. At the same time .. I get very sleepy and very blah so the idea of working out is pretty much like .. eff it. However, I have been on the P90X for 15 days now and while I'm not loosing crazy weight .. I've been dropping inches and I have been feeling great.
I had been working out everyday and in the last week I've needed breaks in between days and I really want to work out but the not wanting to wins out more. Now I know that I tend to quit my diets after 2 weeks ... and amazingly I have stuck through this for a month now. In fact next Monday it will be one whole month and I've lost 3 pounds. Not too shabby.
I realize that this is a life style change and unfortunately I use food to ease just about every emotion. Life is good right now but this week .. this particular week always shakes me up. Will I still be standing afterwards? I've stayed it in it .. longer than I'm used to. I just don't want to do this cycle again where I see I screw up a little .. gain weight back and then say eff it. This time has to be different. It will be different.
Maybe it's "this week" that has me all .. I don't know.
I'll let you know how it goes.
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